At this point, the only that’s stopping everything is me. I want to see what happens next, but at the same time I’m scared as hell. There’s always this feeling that I get that something isn’t right, but what is it? I can’t really pinpoint exactly what’s bothering me.
I feel like I need a resolution soon, or else I’m gonna go crazy.
Skrillex - Breathe (Krewella Vocal)
Saw Emilio and Moon from i.am.me randomly walking down Santa Monica today! Yay :)
Scumbag Chef Boyardee
Spaghetti and meatballs does not mean you give a bunch of spaghetti and two measly meatballs -_-
Outrageous thought
One thought that came up a while back. Being how mindlessly tired I am, what if I went to go take a dump, but then i forgot to pull down my pants, and then i accidentally took a crap in my pants? Or like, I’m in a dream or something, and I’m imagining myself taking a dump, and in real life it actually happens?
Oh god, I hope that never happens to me.
5/20/12
Yay CSUN’s banquet today!
and new achievement: finally tied my first tie ever today! Not too shabby, I say. Still took me like an hour to finally get it though -_-
To sum up the past week
All I can really say is: what is going on?
I’m not really sure how everything all started, but I really do hope everything gets resolved soon. I’m not a type of person who will take the time to provide emotional support and all that. Outside of school and my leisure time, I really can’t find myself being able to handle much else. And truly, I don’t even know whether I have any solid reasons to pursue this. Truthfully, I think I’m just basking and enjoying everything while it lasts, but I do think things are getting out of hand.
Shit just got real.
